Winged Awakening

Winged Awakening

My latest painting… finally after a long creativue dry spell. At first i did not know what to call it. Alot of deep feeling went into this painting. The vision started as a drawing that was done in a moment of profound sadness. Not just sad for little me, but for the suffering of and by humanity, for the loving Spirit residing in the heart of every human, that is so often trapped and suffocated. For the precious planet we live within, its spectacular, magical wild places and inhabitants that come under threat by said humans. And all of a sudden, one of the bright Angels that came in to my previous drawing of my recovering hand and wrist… came to the crying eye. As the image began as a painting, the sadness vanished… and only an uplifting sensation came over me. I felt support, healing and sweetness… Also i felt a waking within… veils dissolving…. wings lifting…. lightness… a profound prayer. A friend wrote the words: “…as if the tears are the seeds that give bearth to the awakening ready winged awakening”  Share on...

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… after a long period of hand/wrist injury and recovery

… after a long period of hand/wrist injury and recovery

…. here is my first attempt at drawing after a wrist fracture and over three months of healing… i am relieved to see that my art hand will regain its motor abilities! And i feel my Muse coming in closer after a period of creative doldrums. All part of the Journey….  Share on...

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I warmly welcome you to my remodeled website. And my blog.

Welcome to my re designed website! And Blog! We are still working on it…so there may be some glitches. I haven’t had much to say in my Blog for awhile. Now is the beginning of a new year, symbolic of a fresh new unwritten page. i chose this pic of myself to share because i saw two visions in it. It is a selfie i was taking playing with light…. but i also see some curious figures of light reflected in my glasses, and i have no idea what they are! I took it with my Ipad, so no flashes from there. ! So these reflections represent the mystery to me… and the rainbow lights shining through me, represent my intention to take on more spiritual Light as i meet life. So that is where i am… i face the mystery, wondering what it has for me. The empty canvas. I have been painting portraits of my family. ( it is requested that i don’t publish them ) Aside from that, what my own art vision will be, is the mystery. i have learned to love the not knowing. At this stage i find the NOT knowing far more brilliant than the “knowing”. The emptiness of it allows the new to manifest more unimpeded by me. I wonder…  Share on...

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Dissolving Becoming, the Alchemy of Transformation

Dissolving Becoming, the Alchemy of Transformation

I have been away from my art for 3 or 4 months. There was simply no wind in my sails. Then this one came thundering through: I have experienced the “dissolving/becoming”. It was terrible/wonderous! I lost myself. I fell. To lose ones self, to me, must be a form of Grace, where something profound happens that we could not do ourselves>> to un-do us… to disillusion and dissolve us. Our sense of identity ( ego mind ) is mostly false and must unravel, incinerate, because it is made up of inner lies and projections and delusions… ie. not based in Reality. Asleep. This to me is a magical occurance, while at the same time… it can feel like a death by a thousand cuts, if we resist. It is a fundamental element of True transformation… if we allow it. If we resist or attempt to control…. we will experience suffering… and maybe get stuck in it. It is much like the caterpillar in the cocoon… the juices of transformation dissolves the worm and at the same time the butterfly is forming… and it will FLY!! Mysterious and and brilliant is this process. We have only to be humbly un-attached to any outcomes of any stories… and surrender to it. Trust. The rest takes care of itself, once we get out of our own way.  Share on...

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further morphing…

further morphing…

It has been a long time since i published the previous morphs of this painting…. “life” has taken me out of my art studio for some weeks, but now i am back. So here is morph #4 I have nothing to say yet about this painting…. yet.    Share on...

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